Amusement !

I like how when I post in soompis make a wish thread -
they always seem to come true for me

* u *) ! I shouldn't be selfish though.
Maybe once or twice a month. Hohoho

Hmmm life is just so screwy

and I'm at the peak of my selfishness.
REMEMBER THAT GUY? how I was all I'm not going to talk to him, burrah burrah

I want to talk to him.Just to say hi - But obv whether I talk to him or not doesn't phase
What is this?

Did everything backfire on me?
Why can't I figure out what I want?
I just can't decide

See you next ☆

Too lazy for pictures?

Nope! The batteries are just dead
But my hair has grown - going to try host-k/gyaru -esh style
just in an older sense

Note to self!!!
Check out if school you are interested in has 3D for jewelry.
I want to major in business/and then get some things done with 3D design, yoga instruction, and be able to teach Spanish<3

Sun it in and out

Back aches are ridiculously horrendous.
Its ok if you don't agree - I feel like an old timer;
2yrs ago I threw something out on my left hip partial leg area, seriously I cannot lay on my back without taking forever to get up

Pain pain pain
and not the yummy delicious type, I mean the annoying gtfover it kind.
Yes, it's unspeakable.

For some reason unheard of lately, my skin is having a field day!
Dry, smooth, dry smooth - crack heal in a matter of hours.
What is this?
I don't even know, but I hope it ends soon

Currently I have a nasty "after taste" in my mouth, need to get rid of it.
see you next ☆

Simple classification!

Waking up with a lot going on inside your head is a joy kill.
Then again, I did sleep in -

How long I wonder, since it did take me about 3-4 hours just TO fall asleep.
I was thinking too much and still am

The one thing that filled my mind the most at that time?
Ha, I don't even want to talk about it.

But I quit.
This, these feelings I've had for him have gone on since middle school, 8th grade.
Um, right now it's long since I've graduated high school
over a year after I've graduated -

This is sad, I need to get over this, so I will transition to no longer talking to that person.
It is selfish, yes, but it's my only solution right now.
I know it will be hard, but I just gotta do it!

First step was simple - now to take off the phone, etc etc
-
Anyway, I'm so tired.
Movie day with aunt & cousins
I love seeing them its always so much fun, even though the aunt does love to nag and lecture

its her love I tell you!!

This entry was a little note-reminder to self.
Nothing serious!!
See you next ☆

Heads up 7-up

I remember that game! We had to put our heads down and play, ha ha.
Oh elementary school, your woes.

Got a few things yesterday at work:

(6) new labret studs, yayyy was in need.
Seriously I lost 10 new ones.
So sad!

This was VERY needed -
not for my eyelashes, those are fine.
Curler for the falsies<33

This will make things so much easier when doing the brows<3
Could've sworn I had one though to begin with!

Samples of Mixed Chicks!!
I've wanted to try this for my curls, for the longest time.
Now it's possible *drool drool*
I hope it works! Would definitely be an investment.
All the women who come in @ work were ecstatic
Allll thanks to me putting the order in, oh ho ho

Last samples are of "Curls", well, for curls!
Believe me, never to this day did I think I'd want products for curls.

So, yesterday I told the guy (well, the one I like super bad), about my idea for surprise.
Of course I'm not going to do it now, just ridiculous!
I didn't realize how selfish it seemed of me, its like I'd be shoving my feelings down the poor dudes throat!
Ugh, horrible - truly.
Plus, he may have someone he likes, or on the side lines. Since thats the case - I should probably give up.

Right? right.
Anyway I doubt in this lifetime we'd ever get together.
I'm not compatible with anyone! But that's alright.

It's almost the weekend!
What to do tomorrow, you have no clue how badly I want to go shopping.
Why am I broke at a time like this?

Short entry today.
See you next ★

Loud nature is too loud

Its incredibly loud outside. There are multiple dogs barking, BIRDS chirping and tweet-tweeting as if it's 6AM in the morning.
Oh but wait, it's actually not; it's 12:46; and started at 11PM
Soooo, I'm not sure whats going on here but it's kinda something I don't want to brush off.

Another intense workout was done today!
This is absolutely "well done" of me, because I've been sick all day. I think the 2hr rest did the trick (the dreams were absolutely amazing as well)

In the morning I think I'll give myself a tarot reading, and check my horoscope.
Usually when nature freaks out here, it means something might happen. Usually it's owls and/or bats! Coyotes some of the time too.
What a change!

So today I found out I need to move out by 2011. I'm not sure if the person(s) involved were serious, but it's been coming up a lot.
I don't want to be stuck with nowhere to go!
In that case, I need to get on the ball, and become 100% serious.
Ugh job searching here I come (talk about stress)

Now is it smart to room with a complete stranger? (male at that) or a female?
Girls are catty, but I'm stuck with a decision
Will have to look around, but save up in the mean time, which means no outrageous spending for me!!
Buubuu.
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So something I'm really, really considering is trying out gyaru/host k style.
You have no clue how prepared I am for this- its just a matter of confidence.
But I think I can do it!!

Will see if the cousin wants to hang out soon; will post up pictures
Because she is just too adorable

Possible goal for next April?

I want to be able to run a marathon.
Seriously, that would be so . damned. amazing if I could pull that off!!!
OR BIKING

I love the art for this game; debating whether or not to buy it http://www.girls-style.jp/news/201003/17sp/00viz_d3.php
See you next ☆