Amusement !

I like how when I post in soompis make a wish thread -
they always seem to come true for me

* u *) ! I shouldn't be selfish though.
Maybe once or twice a month. Hohoho

Hmmm life is just so screwy

and I'm at the peak of my selfishness.
REMEMBER THAT GUY? how I was all I'm not going to talk to him, burrah burrah

I want to talk to him.Just to say hi - But obv whether I talk to him or not doesn't phase
What is this?

Did everything backfire on me?
Why can't I figure out what I want?
I just can't decide

See you next ☆

Too lazy for pictures?

Nope! The batteries are just dead
But my hair has grown - going to try host-k/gyaru -esh style
just in an older sense

Note to self!!!
Check out if school you are interested in has 3D for jewelry.
I want to major in business/and then get some things done with 3D design, yoga instruction, and be able to teach Spanish<3

Sun it in and out

Back aches are ridiculously horrendous.
Its ok if you don't agree - I feel like an old timer;
2yrs ago I threw something out on my left hip partial leg area, seriously I cannot lay on my back without taking forever to get up

Pain pain pain
and not the yummy delicious type, I mean the annoying gtfover it kind.
Yes, it's unspeakable.

For some reason unheard of lately, my skin is having a field day!
Dry, smooth, dry smooth - crack heal in a matter of hours.
What is this?
I don't even know, but I hope it ends soon

Currently I have a nasty "after taste" in my mouth, need to get rid of it.
see you next ☆

Simple classification!

Waking up with a lot going on inside your head is a joy kill.
Then again, I did sleep in -

How long I wonder, since it did take me about 3-4 hours just TO fall asleep.
I was thinking too much and still am

The one thing that filled my mind the most at that time?
Ha, I don't even want to talk about it.

But I quit.
This, these feelings I've had for him have gone on since middle school, 8th grade.
Um, right now it's long since I've graduated high school
over a year after I've graduated -

This is sad, I need to get over this, so I will transition to no longer talking to that person.
It is selfish, yes, but it's my only solution right now.
I know it will be hard, but I just gotta do it!

First step was simple - now to take off the phone, etc etc
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Anyway, I'm so tired.
Movie day with aunt & cousins
I love seeing them its always so much fun, even though the aunt does love to nag and lecture

its her love I tell you!!

This entry was a little note-reminder to self.
Nothing serious!!
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Heads up 7-up

I remember that game! We had to put our heads down and play, ha ha.
Oh elementary school, your woes.

Got a few things yesterday at work:

(6) new labret studs, yayyy was in need.
Seriously I lost 10 new ones.
So sad!

This was VERY needed -
not for my eyelashes, those are fine.
Curler for the falsies<33

This will make things so much easier when doing the brows<3
Could've sworn I had one though to begin with!

Samples of Mixed Chicks!!
I've wanted to try this for my curls, for the longest time.
Now it's possible *drool drool*
I hope it works! Would definitely be an investment.
All the women who come in @ work were ecstatic
Allll thanks to me putting the order in, oh ho ho

Last samples are of "Curls", well, for curls!
Believe me, never to this day did I think I'd want products for curls.

So, yesterday I told the guy (well, the one I like super bad), about my idea for surprise.
Of course I'm not going to do it now, just ridiculous!
I didn't realize how selfish it seemed of me, its like I'd be shoving my feelings down the poor dudes throat!
Ugh, horrible - truly.
Plus, he may have someone he likes, or on the side lines. Since thats the case - I should probably give up.

Right? right.
Anyway I doubt in this lifetime we'd ever get together.
I'm not compatible with anyone! But that's alright.

It's almost the weekend!
What to do tomorrow, you have no clue how badly I want to go shopping.
Why am I broke at a time like this?

Short entry today.
See you next ★

Loud nature is too loud

Its incredibly loud outside. There are multiple dogs barking, BIRDS chirping and tweet-tweeting as if it's 6AM in the morning.
Oh but wait, it's actually not; it's 12:46; and started at 11PM
Soooo, I'm not sure whats going on here but it's kinda something I don't want to brush off.

Another intense workout was done today!
This is absolutely "well done" of me, because I've been sick all day. I think the 2hr rest did the trick (the dreams were absolutely amazing as well)

In the morning I think I'll give myself a tarot reading, and check my horoscope.
Usually when nature freaks out here, it means something might happen. Usually it's owls and/or bats! Coyotes some of the time too.
What a change!

So today I found out I need to move out by 2011. I'm not sure if the person(s) involved were serious, but it's been coming up a lot.
I don't want to be stuck with nowhere to go!
In that case, I need to get on the ball, and become 100% serious.
Ugh job searching here I come (talk about stress)

Now is it smart to room with a complete stranger? (male at that) or a female?
Girls are catty, but I'm stuck with a decision
Will have to look around, but save up in the mean time, which means no outrageous spending for me!!
Buubuu.
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So something I'm really, really considering is trying out gyaru/host k style.
You have no clue how prepared I am for this- its just a matter of confidence.
But I think I can do it!!

Will see if the cousin wants to hang out soon; will post up pictures
Because she is just too adorable

Possible goal for next April?

I want to be able to run a marathon.
Seriously, that would be so . damned. amazing if I could pull that off!!!
OR BIKING

I love the art for this game; debating whether or not to buy it http://www.girls-style.jp/news/201003/17sp/00viz_d3.php
See you next ☆

Is it hard to be strong?

No no, not physically. That would be too easy of an answer!

Currently its 83.3 degrees in my room, give or take, and it's freezing cold. Absolutely ridiculous -Can that even be explained?

Something lulzy from soompi

"From what I know, theres no way of getting bigger boobs without going under a knife. But I've also heard that if you drink lots and lots of milk it will help get em' bigger! true?"
http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=332721

LolWHUT are you serious?
Don't be so desperate for bigger- not that great.
I love a lot of the replies in that thread
Oh how soompi entertains me, even when I'm drained of energy.

On another note?

RESIDENT EVIL AFTERLIFE!!
omggggg
http://www.fandango.com/featuredvideos/residentevil:afterlifetrailer_1_257726

I am so so so SO excited to see this movie; September 10, 2010.
Must mark it down, I love watching any movie with Milla Jovovich in it- add in zombies, blood, kill sprees and you're set.

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Todays exercise routine was OMG intense. It was actually a fitness test and I did REALLY REALLY well.
But because it was so much interval and only 30 second breaks (crazy cardio), I swear I thought I was going to puke! Ugh
Before that though, there was only one more thing to do so I forced myself and really enjoyed it!
I cannot wait until tomorrows routine, hopefully I don't wake up sore then again I love that feeling.

Decided to do exercise in the morning and at night. Lets see if I can wake up at decent times.


Last thing to add before I hit the bed, TWO things to add to my buy list:

<333

See you next ★

Watch 'em fall

New blogs are sometimes a quick breath? Hah, does that even make sense- possibly not.

Let's try something that isn't complete and utter bullshit, shall we? (8) quick facts about me (oh g*d) these are for the lul's

1. IF I had to choose between my cat (lol) and my family, I would hesitate for as long as I had. Think I'd choose the cat.
2. I enjoy covering up my personality and having others believe a complete lie for the whole time we have a relationship.
3. S&M anyone? Only (5) people have seen that person I am; can you guess their reactions?
   
4. I can't smile, or screw in a light bulb (what!)
5. My dream job is to be a dominatrix of course I don't tell everyday people this, so I lie and say "heart surgeon"; ha what a huge difference gap.
6. When I like a male (guy,man,dude,boy) a LOT I do things to make them dislike me. Purposely. I have no confidence in that area so I do what I can to make myself lose interest, even if just a little (LIKE RIGHT NOW)
7. Sleep in the day, live in the night - doesn't always work though. The night is gorgeous, but I am often tempted by cloudy days
8. I haven't been to the doctors in over (5) years. I wonder if I have some weird disease!!!
   

"My loves a revolver, my sex is a killer. Do you want to die happy, do you want to die happy?"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEH3o4_WHsA&feature=related

Oh great news so far - though not really.
But I've lost (8) pounds, blahblah. Going to try some intense shit for a while since I want these twin-seys as small as possible.
OH MAMA PAPA what you do, what you do

Side note plz? Rihanna should getrhinoplasty.

Some simple things to add to my mental to-do list?

Visit http://www.himenail.com/english/index.html
Try dating, even though I dislike it
Buy some damn'd sunglasses
Buy these shoes by JUNE/JULY:




See you next ☆